Floppy Face

hello tumblr.

wow, so many posts on my dashboard to catch up on. haha finally have the time to sit (or lie) down here to ramble.

before the past two hours spent with my guitar, i was full of exasperation with life. in this bad state of health, unsatisfactory internship, irk from incidences with disgusting middle age men, worry from my parent’s escalated bad habit, and a burden from a queue of messages to account to, i just wanted to leave this place badly, or yell at people. thankfully i still have music to make it all better :)

sigh but really, i am so tired.

JJ, criminal minds s06e02

:”(

yeah yeah okay judge me for my paranoia haha but life is too unpredictable to risk it.

before i leave for sikkim, there are some things i need to say. just in case i don’t come back, but of course, i know i will. so this is just to tide you through till the 12th of may :)

today, friday night (or 21st april since it’s past midnight), i came home and for one of the very few times this week, both my brothers were still awake. i guess they probably have no idea how happy i was to come home to that after an intense week. so i just sat in their room and started my unstoppable machine gun of a mouth. narrating, ranting, remembering all the mundane happenings and drama in my head to my two baby brothers always feels like coming home. really coming home. and when i reminded them that i’m flying off in five days, ben just went “fuck you. don’t go”. haha well, for the record, i whacked him for his foul language but i really just wanted to cry :’)

not because i’m going away for such a long time/i feel like i’m not going to see them anymore of course. but i’m just really moved that they want me around. haha yeah, i’m so needy hor, but really can’t control this surge of emotions when home hasn’t made me feel welcomed in a long time.

and ah, friends, IF one day i really can’t see my brothers anymore, would someone link them to my tumblr? haha thanks <3

okok back to reality. three more days to end of exams and five more days to india. hang in there my dearest friends and make the best out of your summer if it’s already here.

lotsa love <3

maybe i’m paranoid, insecure. maybe because i’ve been the eldest sister my whole life. i know i cannot afford to lose my senses, not even for a while. the minute i sense myself falling, i’ve to pick up right away. no, i cannot hit rock bottom. this is a tacit responsibility the world gave me.

commit. hold on.

Aaron Hotchner,
Criminal Minds

when you feel so alone,

step 1: plug into your headphones
step 2: turn on maximum volume
step 3: press play
step 4: close your eyes
step 5 (optional): repeat

let it all out.

:”””’)

(via frecklets)

i.can.do.this.

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your sincerity stole my heart;

but what use do you have for it?

izeither:

newsweek:

motherjones:

theweekmagazine:

Pic Nic Pants: The jeans that double as a picnic table

“The flap functions as a table on which to rest a sandwich or chicken leg, and also boasts an adjustable drink holder that attaches to the outside of one leg.”

Finally.

Humanity, why so long for this?

what

HAHAHA i have to say, this brightened up my night a whole lot.